When life hands you lemons...well, that's gonna happen sometimes

I've always blamed weird little things that happen with my body on stress. But nothing compares to the shitstorm that my life is right now, and the accompanying ailments. Hand tremors, spots on my skin, bad stomach, headaches, weird pains all over. I've got them all. God, I sound like I'm 80. Anyway, I'm off to the doctor tomorrow, so maybe he can drug me up to my eyeballs and stop all this, or perhaps just make me unaware? Comfortably numb?

Song for today:

To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me
Always love Hate will get you every time
Always love Don't wait til the finish line

Slow demands come 'round
Squeeze the air and keep the rest out
It helps to write it down
Even when you then cross it out

But always love Hate will get you every time
Always love Even when you wanna fight

Self-directed lives
I want to know what it'd be like to
Aim so high above
Any card that you've been dealt, you...

Always love Hate will get you every time
Always love Hate will get you

I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah. You said to me quietly on the stairs.
You said
Hey, you good ones.
Hey, you good ones.

To make a mountain of your life
Is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me...
Always love Hate will get you every time
Always love Hate will get you

I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs,
I've been held back by something
Yeah, You said to me quietly on the stairs
You said..
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones
Hey, you good ones