Ritualism
Too much stress and change at once is bringing out my obsessive side. I've started to notice distinct patterns recently -- eating the same food most days, listening to the same music over and over, obsessive cleaning (that's a new one), obsessive list-making (more than usual) and of course obsessive thoughts. And a few other behaviors. No, I'm not touching the doorknob seven times before I turn it -- although -- might not be a bad idea. I'll add it to the list. I can't think of any of these that are hurting anyone, including myself, so I guess it's a harmless way toward a bit of regained control in the short term.
There are 110 words in that paragraph.
8 Comments:
Nothing wrong with eating the same foods - I hear that's actually supposed to be good for you, as long as those choices were healthy in the first place.
I think a vacation would be a cool idea for you. (For us all, yeah, but for you in particular...) When's your next one due?
Kohai, no comment on the healthy food. And I do have a vacation coming up -- next week, in fact. I need it, you're so right.
A vacation with lots of dancing, maybe some karaoke and fruity drinks with umbrellas? ;)
Or a vacation to the wildlands of Oregon.
Sally, if I'm lucky, it'll be all that and time spent putting my feet up like a lady of leisure.
NWO, is Oregon wild? Scratch that. It's a place where nobody hates me, and that sounds like heaven. And I've got a giant airline credit from my last aborted vacation burning a hole in my pocket. Sign me up.
So go ahead and book that vacation!
A suggestion: remember to wash your hands each time you touch your keyboard.
Jonas, arrrrrrggggghhhhhh. Yer killing me over here. I'm very susceptible to suggestion.
Then I suggest you kiss someone, soon! Heeehheeheeheheeheeeehehe....
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